Im on season 2 episode 3 and I refuse to finish it. I heard Moriaty kills himself no no no. He is like my favorite character ever. and whats up with Sherlock? I heard he cries..to many spoilers. now I dont want to finish it but I will have too.. soon
In like 20 minutes.
You will have the heart burned out of you. But don’t worry, all your tears will put the flames out.
So after the whole trip and Fanime and everything I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. Mostly about my relationship. It just, I dunno. It seems a bit stagnant, almost like I’m caught in molasses. He’s a great guy and we do have a bit in common but I’m just not sure. There’s so much I want in life, so many things I love and want to do, places I want to go… And he doesn’t seem interested in any of it. It’s like I’m a sparrow in a cage. I want to fly and sing but the bars hold me in. Probably cheesy but it is nearly 6 AM and I haven’t slept yet so cut me some slack. I have just been thinking perhaps we aren’t as compatible as we thought. Or maybe I just need some time where I’m on my own to do the things I’ve always dreamed. Spend a year in London, write my screenplay and novel and poetry, make a name for myself! But I know that would break his heart. He loves me and cherishes me and he doesn’t deserve abandonment. But I can’t escape this itch telling me to live while I’m young and to dive into my own life as an individual. Feel free to give me any advice or anything. My head feels like it’s going to explode…
I went to Fanime with my boyfriend and a group of online friends who all like anime. One of them cosplayed Link, Ayumu, and Vincent(from Catherine). I considered cosplaying but I decided since this was my first con AND because I have that dreadful panic disorder with agoraphobia that my safest bet would be to just go normal and get a feel for how things were there.
Everything turned out amazingly and I already posted pictures of the goodies I got from there. The Artist Alley was super impressive and the people there were very nice. I didn’t see hardly any creepers(I did see one Creeper though. Good thing he wasn’t anywhere near my house). Next year I definitely want to cosplay.
A few ideas I’ve had are Hanekawa in her neko demon form from Baemonogatari, Naoto from Persona 4, and Minene from Mirai Nikki.There are tons of others I’d love to do as well but I think these would be the easiest/best for me. I’m totally up for any suggestions, tips, advice, ideas though!